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on the way home ... my car was like over heating and all this shit.. cause i didnt have oil in it and man we were just fucked up... but we got home and i continued to do drugs.. and then had the guy who i left in Florida come and get me in NJ cause my moms bf wanted to fight with me... and so i went back to Florida... i was tryn again to get clean... i tried to look for work... i was learning how to water ski.. and swam with the gators in the pond behind my house... which was scary... i had little duckies as my friends... the mom tried to attack me... but didnt ... lol... and we had to move from the place where we were stayin at cause he didnt have a job no more... he was workin for like home depot and i learned how to lay down the floor stuff they use in bathrooms (on the floor) ( i cant think of the name now.. lol.. knowin me i will know it later)... and umm yea so we moved to Orlando... we lived in a Hotel for a while... i was friends with some little kids... and then got to know their mom and dad... found out that they liked to smoke crack too... yea... i smoked with them one nite and didnt do it again for quite some time... but yea... ( crack was a big part of my life for a long time).... so like that was that nite... and i think that was when i turned 21 .... so after that nite i didnt touch it again for a while... and umm we moved into some rooming house... and i was workin with the guy who owned the house.. he was a jewish guy and i was like fallin for this kid who lived in the house and worked with him... well i started to try to go to college at FMU in North Orlando... i made friends wit this girl... she was cool... and cute.. i wanted to get away from the guy i was with she wanted to hook me up wit her cousin... so i was all about it... and so time was gettin closer and closer... i left the guy i was with and stayed at a hotel an when i left my bf he didnt know i even left cause i left when he was workin or out lookin for work... and umm i remember goin to the clubs with my girl up on the BLVD in Orlando... i went to TABU alot.. that was the HOTT SPOT... i loved it!!... and we went to some club called FIRE somethin... and thats were Busta Rymes was playn at... and i got to see him up close.. that was awesome!!!... i had so much fun... and well my olf bf found me at this hotel i was at... he came after me... and some guys who live in florida (red necks) umm beat the shit out of him for tryn to take me away... and my ex was charged with attempted kidnapping... domestic violence... DWI... DUI... umm assult... tresspassing and something else... i had marks all over my body... so now i needed a new place to go... and i could not go home i had no money and my family said no cause i fucked em once already they were not goin to do it again... so i understood... there was this guy from my college... he was living in some ladys house and let me stay with him and was tryn to find a friend of his whom i can stay with for a while... so he found someone... and let me tell you... i fell so deep in love with this guy... he was purto rican.. and his family is from NJ... he was trying to become a singer... and man i was in love so fast with him... (i will keep sayn that) ... his family loved me... and told him he needs to keep me... but he knew i needed to go home and take care of some things for myself... so he blew it off... i was supposed to go to his recording studio cause he heard me sing and he loved it... but it didnt last =(