THIS SUCKS!

well i owe SSI some money ... apparently they over paid me... and i feel that they fucked up and not me... so... now i need to see what i can do to fight that... maybe try to get a phone record from last year to prove that i called them... but idk how to go about that... but i will have my baby help me... like he always does... =)

its nice to know that i have someone in my life who puts up with all the bullshit... and still loves me the same from the first day... (i am daydreaming of our love maken rite now)... he is great!!... =) (cant wait for the clock to say 5!)

anyways... umm yea so that is goin on right now... and i am also supposed to be startin school very soon... i called them to see if i had everything.. which is probably too late to ask... but whatever... apparently there was somethin that someone seen when the admin dept was looking at my file... and sent me over to financial aid... but idk what is goin on... i need to find out.. i been haven like acid indigestion lately cuz of all this bullshit goin on... and me over thinkin things...

and i dont remember if i wrote that i am gettin surgery done on my knee... and idk how that is goin to be.... i am scared... but at the same time i will feel better knowing... so idk... anyways... i am goin to go... i will blog more later