CONTINUE PART 7

so after i graduated HS in Dunellen... i did alot of diffrent things... one thing i did was start to date this kid and i moved in with him and all that... i started doing "x" (the drug)... and workin at a bar... and always had money on me to do things... and well one day i went over a friends house with my boyfriend.. and i was hanging out with my friends mom in the backyard... she wanted my man and i to get her some crak.... so we did and then thats when it almost started again ..(i was 19) and umm so my bf and i took this hit and then left cause we would have wanted more... so we went home and somehow we came up with the idea to drive to Florida to see his family... so we drove there... and on the way there we stopped in South Carolina... and umm my bf's brother got pulled over in my car cause he didnt have a license but i needed him to drive... (it was too much for me to drive all the way there)... and we spent like a nice few hours tryn to get him out and thank god he knew some people... so we could get them to give us some money to get him out... that was HECTIC... and so now we got to florida (daytona) and i met my mans dad and that was cool... we went to the beach.. the water was so nice... and i tried to surf that was hard... and umm then from there we went to Tampa... and that is where we were goin.. i met his Uncle... and his son... we asked his uncle where his girl was .. he said that she was out gettin some drugs... and so i went to my bf and said ... why didnt u tell me that ur uncle did that and blah .. blah .. blah... so i was like umm well we r supposed to be on vacation do you want to do it?.. and he was like sure... so we did... let me tell you that now this is where it all began!!...



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once she came back we all met and went into his uncle bedroom and all took hits and got so fucked up ... the crack they have in Florida is like 10 times more powerful then the shit they have here in NJ... it ended up where there was no more drugs so then me and the girl went out and i was drivin her to places where she got money from people by trickin... (being a whore...haven sex for money) and umm once we got enough money to get some more drugs we got some ... this was a on going thing now... and i became her and had sex for money to get drugs.. (something i always told myself that i would never do)... i gave my jewlery to a pawn shop.. i even gave a dealer my cell phone i had just so that he can have a working phone and we could get drugs... (fucked up shit)... my bf decided one nite that we drive up to this block where we go sometimes and act like we had money for drugs and when they went to give them to me and they took the money that was not all there ... they knew that we did that and called up the block and by the time we were at the end of the block they hit my windshield with a folding metal chair on the passenger side in where i was sitting and it scared the fuck outta me... they tried to follow us but was not able to find us and we smoked the drugs and didnt think nothin of it and so ... it had to have been like a few weeks later when the girlfriend of the uncle wanted to get some from these guys one day and i pulled around to the side street hoping they didnt see me and well someone did they came to my window... and said "BITCH YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID TO ME!" and hit me in the side of my face with a brick... luckly i did not get hurt to bad... i had a scratch cause i seen it comin so i went with the motion of the way he was going... so yea.. about that and he took my necklace that was given to me with my name on it... that was worth like a couple hundred bucks for that... so yea.. that didnt stop me from being a crack whore still... i remember callin my mom and her boyfriend and askin for money to come home and i didnt even use the money to go home.. i used it for my habbit... and then my bf got mad at me and left me at his uncles cause he thought i was hidding drugs from him (lmao)... and so i was in Florida alone with family that is not even mine... and yea... i dated this mexican kid who was into doin what i was... and he had money... but then wanted me to stop doin what i was doin and move with him and i said no.. so he left me... and i then started with this guy who seen me around... and he took me away from the streets... and i tried to become clean... my mom came to get me from there... and while she was getting me.. we got drugs for the ride home... man i tell ya ... i had a fucked up life since that day...