CONTINUE PART 6

so from that day on.... i told myself that i would not touch drugs again... i drank... i smoked weed... but i didnt touch crack ... i had a job at Bruggers Bagels in Warren... and umm i paid for us to live at the motel... and we lived on spam!!... so yea... now i guess my mom and her boyfriend were at bars and shit in Dunellen... and i am guessing my mom was gettin tired of her man... and she found a new one!!... and jumped in his car... and stayed with him... i didnt talk to my mom for like a week... i didnt know what was goin on... i happend to move to my uncles house (whom i stay with now)... and he was trying to have control on me.. and i jumped out his window and ran away from him... and stayed at my bosses house and ended up getting in contact with my mom somehow... i dont really remember how... but i did... and i met the new man in her life... so now we live in Dunellen!!!... YAY!!!..(not really)... and so i got my own room again... and it was huge!!!... i had a weight set in my room that i used as a clothing rack... lmao... i had a couch and love seat and a coffee table with my full size bed... and a twin bed in my closet... lol... (i had 2 walk in closets ... one on each side).. i had a very big room... it was the size of the whole house... i loved my room!!... well my moms new boyfriend here became more of a father figure to me and i got to meet his 3 little girls whom i took in as sisters in my life... they r so beautiful... and i love them like they are blood... and umm yea i was wild child... i was out late alot... but i learned responsibility... i cleaned the house everyday after school... i cooked and cleaned up dinner... i was able to go out and come home by like 10 or a little later... i been grounded so many times... by my moms boyfriend...(oh yea before i moved to Dunellen... i dropped out of High School)... so now i am back in school cause of him... which was a good thing... but he was a drinker... and at this time NO DRUGS were in the picture... i became really good friends with some girl... she was beautiful... she was the bestest friend ever.. now to be honest ... i ended up doin drugs with her and her father for like 3 months... and then it stopped... but we were still friends... we had done things together (if you know what i mean)... lol.. (askin myself right now if this is something i really want to share)(i guess so)... but her and i been through some shit together... we are on tape from her old house she lived in cause the guy who owned the house had a hidden video cam in her closet... at the time i was like 18 so i didnt have to go to the police station to see it or somethin and i didnt press charges... i forget what happened with that though... anyways... yea... so i ended up doin many more things at this time...(i will be more in depth when i write my book) ... so after she left the school and town i became friends with others... and this other girl was like my HOMIE... she and i were always out on the town driving to many places... and smoking lots of weed... lmao... i remember one time we were only like a house away from my house blazing up in my boy's car and she was like ... "where are we?"... lmfao i was like we aint to far from my house... she would not believe me... we so smoked ourselves stupid... ha ha... her and i didnt do anything together... she wasnt like that... but that is besides the point...she i would have to say was a very good best friend... and she was there for me... her family was there as well.. i felt like i belonged to a nice family for a change... people who open their hearts out to strangers.... is someone in my book that is worth holding on too... cause some people would not even think of opening their doors to some.... (ya know what i mean?!)



*Now i can go on and on about things... but i want to talk about somethin else... and that is why i make add ons to what i have already posted*