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while living with my uncle and his 4 kids ... i have become a bad girl... i smoked weed ... i was with a new boyfriend... and lost my virginity to someone whom i hardly knew... and my cousins didnt care!.. a cousins boyfriend tried to get with me and started a whole bunch of shit.... i was looked down upon from my cousins and their mom.... when she went shopping for them... she NEVER bought me anything.... and i tried to move back to my mom... and thats when the MOST INTERESTING THINGS STARTED.... i became a whore... (basically i loved to have sex)... it was the best feeling in the world to me.... and i was happy that i was able to do it with so many people... and i didnt think of it... i was like FUCK IT!... (this was age 14)... i was now living in Dunellen and i went to school there... so i didnt have many friends at this point... and cause things were not going well with my uncle and his family i decided to move back to my mom...