SHITTY DAY

my day was so shitty... i lost a member of the family... i went thru a tough time dealing with access link... but thank god for family and my baby Matt... i love him soo much!!... he is the best... i just hope that he will be here for me thru more shit coming soon into my life.. i will be so stressed... i have school starting... i have a interview with a new job... i have alot goin on... and it sux... and i know my attitude will be horrible.. i just hope i can manage it around the ones who mean the most to me... but its hard to do that... cuz u know that when ur talken to ur loved ones the way ur not supposed to... u just know that u can say FUCK OFF and they will still be there when u say ur sorry... (and actually mean it... dont just say it)...

but yea... i needed to blog this b4 i forgot... thanks for all your support.. =/